Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Jesse's Querida

Okay Minna, I think the title says it all so you can stop laughing now.

Yeah. You're right. I'm another one of those 'Jesse aka Hector De Silva' victims. He's driven me crazy...

You know, it's funny how I can fall in love with fictional characters. This may or may not have something to do with the lack of real guys in my life (not that I regret it in anyway! Real guys aren't even worth the time and energy!). Demo, it's only my second time (excluding Ban Mido 'coz he's not a book character), after Harry Potter. But I was 9 when I fell in love with Mr. Potter (who, for your information, I don't love anymore. Not his character anyway). And now, at 17, I still feel like the silly 9 year old. But I guess most girls love Jesse. That is most girls who have read The Mediator series, which is to say, most everyone. Ah, Jesse...I wish he was mine.

Speaking of Jesse being mine, I sometimes wonder if I would want a ghost as the love of my life. Maybe I would, maybe I wouldn't. Who knows? As long as he is as handsome, as kind, as sweet, as protective, as hot as Jesse (or Hector, as I prefer it), he'll be perfect. Oh yeah, the guy's got to call me querida too. Actually, I now realize, I don't want another guy like Jesse. I want Jesse himself. Talk about psychopathic lovers...

Coming to the querida thing. Even though, I'm more of a Japan freak, the words koishii or koibito never generate the feeling in my heart that querida does. Querida, like the two Japanese words I mentioned, means, 'darling', 'sweetheart' or 'dearest one'. I mean, I'm not the kind that blushes at pretty much anytime. But just the thought of Jesse whispering, "Querida" into my ear makes me go crazy! I blush deeply and giggle like a maniac. I think I really am losing it but then, Spanish and Latino guys have always been hot. Even of they are ghosts...

Hopefully, if my wishes are fulfilled, there will be no Mediator movie. I don't even want to think about how they'll mess my dear Jesse up. Some people say Ben Barnes will be Jesse. I know that guy looks good but hey, he can't be Jesse. Jesse is the ultimate hot guy. So, I'm strictly against the idea of a Mediator movie 'coz I don't want anything spoiling my mental image of Jesse.

And now finally, I hope to fall asleep and dream of Jesse...God, I know I've proved what an obsessed nutter I am. Well, sorry if you don't wanna read my blog anymore. It's really fine. What you saw throughout this post was the other whacked up side of mine that I keep hidden from people, lest they die of fear when they see it. Lol. Anyway, I think this was enough for one entry. I'll be back with more stuff next time. Until then, adios ^_^'

P.S. Pray for Jesse's Querida to get better soon before I die of an illness called 'Hector Obsession'. Totally lol.


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